anyway, i'm just kinda telling everybody so i feel more commited to it. i know i mentioned it once here already but i'm only 34 and have WRECKED lungs from being around nasty nasty stuff when i was young and dumb. i have pulmonary fibrosis and smoking isnt helping the situation...
when i quit, that will free up about 350-400 bucks A MONTH. smokes are anywhere from 8 to 10 bucks a pack here in downtown chicago and i'm nailing at least 2 packs a day. more if work is bad and i'm working long hours. i really hope that quitting means i can pedal my bike fast again or run up stairs without feeling like i'm going to die afterward.
ironically the client that i work for happens to be the biggest tobacco company in the world...

any encouragement is much appreciated. and if you smoke, trust me, its not fun at all having multiple catscans and thinking you have freaking lung cancer, and its very scarey to have a cigarette convince you to smoke it anyway since you already think you are dying... cigs are evil. its a 50-60 year suicide plan.
and i'm smoking right f'n now.

i hate these things.