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FasterLouder wrote:I've suffered severe clinical depression for years and suicide is on my mind,yet again.
I've been to shrinks,through cognitive behaviour therapy,anti-depressants and various other "treatments",but it's just getting worse.
The insomina has escalated to runs of 3 days without sleep.
I don't know what to do...I just want out.
Nothing is holding my interest.
I feel useless and a burden to society .
...
Just lookin for a thread of hope,or inspiration.

Rest assured you are not alone with that type of thoughts.

To each his own, but any good distraction away from current funk is a good start.

For longer relief... i usually have at least 1 NIB kit sitting around to be built "tomorrow".

God is love and God cares about you. God does not want you to suffer like this and often times these things are self inflicted, so it can be fixed, by you, with the help of God. God was the one who healed me from a disorder that I suffered from about 3 years ago and God can heal you too. Faith can overcome all things, and with Faith you obtain Hope and Peace even in the toughest of situations. God helps those who help themselves, and you have taken steps into helping yourself by looking for support. You will be healed, keep pushing on and believing and praying that you will be healed, and you will be. It will not be an overnight fix, there is no pill that you can take to make it instantly be fixed. Times like this are allowed by God because God only wants us to be refined and strengthened, to become more enriched and knowledgeable. So that we can help others and others can help us.

Keep on trucking brother and if I can ever do anything for you, shoot me a PM or Email and I will.

No offense,but I do not beleive in god.
I also don't beleive that religion should be a part of this forum in any way,shape or form.
This is simply not the place for it...

I'm back to feeling the way I did the day I posted this.
I'm out of solutions,distractions and don't want to burden my friends with my problems.
Everything is falling apart,shattering...

Hey Brendan to each their own is the saying...give me a ring if you feel like it 034763358 or 021 1515389

Hang in there dude! It will get better. If I can do anything for you PLEASE let me know! We need you!

I too come from the No god no thanks belief. Everyone needs their own thing to believe in, god and church was just an empty thing to me.

Dude, get outdoors and just do something, anything to change your head around a little. Run one of your cars, just do something to break the funk.

If you need to talk you have us here

or call me
615-977-6222
Mark

Yo Mr Louder! Don't let the bible thumpers get you down!

Do you have a RC track near you???? Get out and run your cars!

REMEMBER, it got "better" last time, and it WILL get better this time!! Hang in there Guy.